I am ready to leave this planet sooner and sooner with every day that goes by. A miserable, hopeless existence, with my best years spent being abused, beaten and tormented. I have nothing left to look forward to except my last f****** breath. I am useless. My only regret is not having the strength to jump, or pull the trigger. I hate being alive, and wish I could transfer my life to someone else who did not deserve to die. I deserve nothing because I am nothing.