Till 31 years, I just daydreamed of having a successful career and marry the girl I love. I prepared for govt job and higher studies as Indian IT companies were not paying enough. The girl I loved never came back in my life. At 31 years, first time I had s** and that also I didn’t want. Prostitute was so professional entire thing was part of her x pay check. Now I don’t care about the girl I love she is crazy and I hold her responsible for destroying my personal life.