just got the idea of writing here since this is my first time to confess here, and i think would be the last.

hey, it’s me, J. 18.

i want to ask for help, i already have the fullest courage to end my life tonight, and i am so afraid…to the decisions, imagined scenario, in everything.

i just thought of giving life a one last try, and if by then i fall, i do not know what to feel whatever’s in the afterlife. Check one of my fb account “Ryuzaki L Kira”. There you could see my confessions and untold stories that made me settle my life to its end.

I am on the brink of dying.

excruciated, J