The way I had a u turn. I was so happy when I was 12 years old but now that I am 17 year old. I became just a person with no purposes. The other friends of mine are now buckling up and going forward like a waterfall. Under this peer pressure its like I have lost many people including myself. Nowadays, whenever I look at my mom, the smile on her smile. The way she raised me like a very bright kid, making me happy when I cried . The way she is still now with me. Making me believe in myself though I don’t. You know what, she made me happy when she has been sad for the past 20 YEARS. And I want to do something for her. I just want to see her happy and lazily sleeping on the couch watching some shows. I want her to stroll in big halls and big kitchen with lots of food. I want to laugh and sleep with a smile and nothing a slight worry on her pretty head. I want to see her welcoming the sun with a heart of the traveller. I want to play her songs on the night of all stars and moon. Happy and at peace. I am writing this so I remember about the sweet confession I made once I was 17. I really want this bad… I am now thriving to make this true, writing it down makes my heart at rest (somewhat). I will make it come true. I will.

Head in her heart.