im constantly afraid my spouse will cheat on me
i want to download something onto his devices so i can monitor his incognito mode activity
theres been 0 indication that he’d cheat one my in recent years
i know at some point in our relationship he’ll cheat and i know at some point he’s going to break up with me
i dont want to ever be without him and if he leaves or somthing happens im going to commit sui///, even these intrusive thoughts make me seriously consider sui////