I am attracted to the blonde secretary at work and have been for 14+ years. She is over 50 now but dropdead gorgeous! Honest to God, 99.5% of women aged 18-50 can’t compete with her beauty. She could have easily made a comfortable living in the modeling industry. She has the most wonderful demeanor and personality too. So attractive on the emotion level as well!

All my life I have heard of men seeing a woman and getting weak in the knees, having one’s heart skip a beat, or having your breath taken away. I thought this was hollywood or romance novel BS until I met this woman. It has happened to me so many times over the last 14 years. She has fabulous fashion sense as well and dresses so classily and so s***. Oh, my friends. If only you could see her! She has the most perfect a** amd hourglass shape! PERFECT! So s***! If you see her wearing something extra s*** I gurantee you you will be able to think of nothing else for a day or two after.

I know i am not the only male at work attracted to her. I have seen at ten male co-workers (all married, like me) sneak quick peaks or take long stares at her. The number is probably higher.

Oh, I want to bed her. She has haunted my waking thoughts and tempted me in my dreams. I have had several dreams where we fucked. They were awesome but only that– dreams. My heart and loins long for her, crave her, yearn for her attention amd notice. I am Christian and seek to live the law of chastity but I fear that if she ever did show the slightest s***** interest in me that