Go to school, don’t go to school, go to school, stay home. This s*** is fucken nuts. The lack of s** with the random girls I know and hook up with is getting on my nerves big time. Glad that I could use my sisters mouth again last night or I would have pulled my d*** right off my body by now. The girls in my small area are either to scared because of the virus, not available enough, or they just don’t interest me enough except for s**, which is okay, and I’ll do them anytime, but it’s not really fair to them when their so young. I care about them for them, but mostly it’s all about s**. The few girls my age or older around my rural area are either fatties, total sluts, or moved on from our s***** relationships to more committed relationships. I need more.