I was trying to reset my g/f’s facebook which had been hacked, i was trying to get the password to the gmail account that it had been changed to, gmail wanted 5 email addresses and 4 names of recent contacts, so i went in her sent items folder looking for the info, well i found three emails to a guy telling him she was his for the taking including photos (non n***) and they were dated a month after we had started dating, i tracked down who the email addy belonged to, it was a guy in duncan and i made a note of his name, turns out that guy was recently convicted of sexualy exploioting a child, anyway, i told her what i knew, just the facts, no opinion or comment on it, well she blew up at me, blamed it on her facebook being hacked (which, i do know they got into her email too) but, there was a reference to craigslist, and she had went to meet a guy about that same time, over where that guy lives, supposedly to try and sell him her suv, i remember when she came back she was sweaty and smelled like s**, but i let it go at the time coz sweating isn’t proof of anything. well, she swears she didn’t right them, and i asked if it were a different guy that she went to meet about the suv and she said yes, but i remember specifically that recently she had told me that the guy she went to see had the same name (obviously, she’s forgotten she told me). So, I’m convinced she’s lying at least about sending the emails and meeting that guy, whether she screwed him, idk. Well, she’s all mad and wont speak to me because she is obviously the victim of what she’s done (she’s always the victim, that kind). The thing is, i love her very much, and she obviously doesn’t love me. I have no interest in being a chump or cuckolded, but I expect that she will come back around, and when she does, what do i do? I forgive her, but I know she’s lying. If i let it go it will be a hit to my dignity, and i do not do not do not like that. But if I don’t then I lose her, and I need her, because I love her. And generally speaking, she loves me because she needs me (which is bad, but something that I may be able to live with). wtf do i do?
