My girlfriend is over 4,000 miles away and it kills me everyday knowing I can’t hold her. Believe me when I say this, I wouldn’t break up with her for anything. The only problem is is my mother and father.
I am a bisexual girl who is in love with another girl. My father knows and disapproves. My mother doesn’t know and is a devote Christan. I have severe depression and anxiety and I’ve gotten so good at hiding my emotions that only three people know. My parents have no idea.
I’m being forced to be ‘Christan’ and I hate it. It’s the reason why there is no God for me. Even if heaven and hell does exist, I’d rather go to hell. At least I’ll be accepted there no matter who I am.
All I want is to leave but there’s no way I can during school.
I wish I could see my girlfriend and stay with my best friend instead of living in this hole.
