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My single greatest regret and disappointment in life was getting involved with having a kid. I never EVER wanted that in my life and it still just cuts me up that I let that happen to myself. I never wanted to be that cliche and I never wanted to be involved in expanding the population as I did. Don’t ever just have a kid just because, people. Don’t ever do do that. It’s a complete fallacy to be believe yours will be ‘the next greatest blah..blah’ It won’t. It will make the same f***-up’s you did, struggle in life to get anywhere and ultimately accomplish nothing. Only kids who are ‘wanted’ and borne og ‘genuine’ love at the point of conception will grow up to be positive, healthy, attractive and succeed. (Not my law) …God sometimes I hate myself so much for this.

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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