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Im mentally crashing. I literally have no energy to give a damn about anything, i must be that one step before a lobotomy patient as i can still use my hands. My friend is across the country and tried suicide this week because shes broken and cant get back. I broke my hand in a bouncy castle and noone cared.i have just been told i wont graduate even when i put my whole year into school. When i heard the news that my brother got into an accident i shutdown…this is the first time I’ve done something other that lie in bed blankly.

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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