I am terrified in the thought of getting better. I have Bulimia and I have had it for two years and I am scared of getting better. I want to get better but I simply cant get better. I am so so scared and just terrified. I want to get better but I cant imagine not restricting what I eat and throwing up after I eat like what will life be like will I put on alot of weight ? will I get FAT? will I ever be normal again?
argh!
