I am afraid of real estate– which is my profession because each time I have gotten a big deal together my lover leaves me right before it closes and the last time it sent me out of control and lost everything.
ever since I can’t even look at data sets or anything in the profession because I have the emotional connection between that and the constant loss.
I am the son of a realtor who is the son of a realtor who was the son of a realtor.
I love land sales and development, but I am terrified of doing anything in my chosen field and feel constant anxiety when I do anything even remotely connected to it.
