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toxic people in games:
I was playing among us and being myself and after 3/4 rounds some players started telling me I was annoying and to shut up. I was always shy since I was a kid and I found comfort in games. I always felt myself behind a screen, I always feel comfortable. (I can’t speak in front of a public because most of the time I cry lol)
I’m the kind of player who always makes jokes and comments, maybe I could bother a lot of people, but they never showed me a sign of annoyance, on the contrary, they joked with me too. This is one of the few times that some people talk to me in an arrogant and rude way (I am quite sensitive and my mood goes down fast)
sooo uhm yeah that’s all;; they may also be bothered by my behaviour, and I apologise, but they could avoid talking to someone they don’t know in that way 🙁
[sorry for the errors, my first language isn’t english]

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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