I just need to get this off my chest as I hope it’ll help. I met my boyfriend in November last year, online, we’re across the world. He is 16 I am 17, both guys. We fell in love fairly soon and we like to believe we are ‘soulmates.’ Around two days ago however he confessed he met up with someone back in February and said he received a bj (I believe we started dating in January maybe a bit earlier). I called him and he was bawling, he had been all day, he kept apologizing. He was apparently expecting me to leave him on read and block him, but I completely forgave him as the incident happened fairly soon in our relationship so it’s understandable if he thought we wouldn’t last since we are across the world, and he is a teen after all, and btw he confessed by his own accords if he hadn’t said anything I wouldn’t have known. I forgave him and I do love him so very much, we’ve recently even started FaceTiming. I love him so much and I do expect to be with him for life, it may sound like puppy love but I really don’t believe so. I seriously don’t know what I’d do without him. The only problem now is that when I look at my photos and videos of him, I can only see him getting sucked off and I don’t know how to take it out of my mind or how to cope with it.