Happy birthday! It’s been several years now and guessing we won’t ever talk again. Who is to say it is not for the better. How were we to know that our first kiss was our goodbye kiss. I never saw you as a risk taker so why practicLly in front of my wife? I would have wanted to spend the end of days with you even as just friends. you will always be my rock but I miss you most as a sanity check. Yours eternally, me.