I think I have a crush on my online friend. In all honesty she's the most beautiful woman I know. I'm conflicted though, sometimes I feel like I just love

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I think I have a crush on my online friend. In all honesty she’s the most beautiful woman I know. I’m conflicted though, sometimes I feel like I just love her as a human being and friend, not romantically. But I did have a dream about watching tv with her and massaging her feet which was strange although she did tell me she might have a f********** recently. I know I’ll never have a relationship with her in person because she lives half the world away and she has an amazing boyfriend. I just want to see her truly happy, but I cant help thinking that it’s different with her and that she might be the first girl I’ve ever had real feelings for.

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