i just wrote my self reflection in my notes for today and cried holding the thing you got me. i’m listening to music and thinking of you and i’m so thankful for you, i forever will be. this time to myself and also hurting over losing you has opened my eyes a lot and is doing good for me. i genuinely am reflecting on myself and what i can do better and making those changes day by day. it hurt losing you so much but i am coming back better than before and showing you how great i can be. you of all people i want to see how i can be. u matter to me the most. i hope you had a good day and the stuffed animal made me so happy. i know that it doesn’t really mean that much for you because it was just for the gift i got you but it meant the world to me. i’m falling asleep and it’s only 9 but i’ve been crying for a while it makes me sleepy. i miss you and i hope ur back in my life soon to show you my improvement and how ready i am for you.