I don’t think I care enough to be mean or feel hurt anymore. Because I know how much I loved you and did all I could. You act like a victim all you want, you people too and repeatedly. If you really cared, I don’t think it would be this difficult to talk, at the very least to come to some kind of peace. But you dont want anything from me right now so we can’t. It is what it is, you do your thing. But I really did care about you, despite my mistakes . As much as someone can platonically love another human being. I miss you too, and could never wish ill on you. Its not who I am, or want to be.