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I confess that I have some dramatic life issues beyond my control. I’m just barely getting by, doing more struggling then not. My budget is tight and I’m nearly strapped for cash. I’m unemployable due to being disabled, because of my bipolar disorder, ptsd, migraines and seizures and I have currently been unsuccessful in receiving any disability benefits. I’m frustrated beyond my own comprehension and have MANY bills to pay. I’ve considered ALL of my options. One things for sure, I have a sewing machine and I’ll be making and selling as many items as possible, before Christmas. Doing that alone STILL won’t be enough to pay my bills !. I’ve also contemplated other doing things as well. I’ve never intentionally sent out the signal or vibe of being a prostitute BUT in the past have been offered cash for “spending time” with men, but always turned it down, with NO personal judgement. it was just never “my thing”. I will admit and confess that standing on the corner or putting an add up online has certainly crossed my mind, the past couple of months, it seems the thought of this possible “option” has been on my mind. Hundreds of dollars, possibly more, in a matter of hours. At MY control, to the best of my ability !. I could do try and do it as correct as possible, get a hotel room and higher a spotter, somebody to watch over me and take licence plate numbers and the same person to drive to the hotel room to check up on me and make sure that I’m okay !. I have OBVIOUSLY thought about this a lot, thinking and actually doing are two very different things. I have NO idea what in the world I’m going to do to solve all of my immediate financial burdens.

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