I miss you so much. You have no idea how much I would love to hear your voice again, or be able to give you a hug . How much I would love to talk and be able to spend your birthday with you; to make it special the way you made it for me . I really do feel bad that I hurt you and love you to the moon and back

I’m just not used to anybody doing with that kind of kindness, and I got attached . It’s quite possible maybe you just feel sorry for me so I wasn’t alone for my birthday. Please know I’m so grateful for that regardless even if you can’t be my friend, , I really do care what happens and if you’re ok . I never want you to go through what I do . Please if you need someone let me be there to give you love and comfort and remind you please if you need someone let me be there to give you love and comfort and remind you how amazing you are even if it’s only for that moment . I love you so very much

I miss you so much. I miss talking I miss hearing your voice for a hug you so badly and spend time with you .

I’m starting to cry again f***