Actually, that’s what I believe and what I’ve always believed. I’m real, it’s thought out, it’s the truth.

I’m not just dreaming this s*** up it’s all experience. I’m not protesting anything, I’m telling you, a female incel how it is from the perspective of an attractive middle aged white man as I have experienced being attractive my whole life.

People influenced me, not all men either, I have known women as a kid who helped nudge me in directions in the head that would make me an attractive man. Not everyone has that either. It’s genetics, and having good taste. If I get a hold of her….. and there is a few of them out there…. it’s never completely going away.

And I attract them. Lately, and I mean as recently as over the last moth, I see a lot of interest in women my age. Some bold moves directed at me. I’m not really interested ATM. I don’t really have time. I do, but I would rather devote it to other things than the stupid game of “love”. You know what I mean. It’s not unusual. I’m not what I used to be, but I am still good looking and or s*** in other ways. That might be part of the attraction I’m seeing, I just don’t really care. I’m not trying. I have no interest. I’m busy. I don’t pay much attention.