today wasn’t really a good day. i saw my cousins but i couldn’t really handle company i like being alone when i’m like this. i just wanna sleep already i have no more of anything to help me sleep at night or during the day. i’m so stressed i’m so overwhelmed with my thoughts, how to handle things correctly, what to do, if you’re thinking about me, hoping you’ll give it another shot when i send u a text message. but i’m doing my best. i’m always gonna keep doing my best for you. i love you so much and i’ll always be here until the day i can call you my girl again. i hope you’re sleeping well at night. i almost sent you a text to ur number because i was in the mindset that oh my number still probably blocked it’s okay but then i thought about why i haven’t texted you yet and it’s all in good reason. i’m gonna keep going. this is gonna be good i know it. but goodnight, you’ll hear from me soon. i hope you wanna hear from me as well.