Im 18, female and engaged but ever since losing my hair to cancer i feel extremely unattractive.. watching my fiance look at other women with heathly hair

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Im 18, female and engaged but ever since losing my hair to cancer i feel extremely unattractive.. watching my fiance look at other women with heathly hair and full face of makeup.. while I’m no longer undergoing chemo but have a mullet that can only be styled in two ways.. that’ll take 2 years to return to normal.. I feel that no matter how much makeup, perfume or nice clothes I put on I won’t be as attractive as I wanna be.. I would totally buy a wig but my husband doesn’t like things that are distorting how you appear.. He doesn’t mind it if said thing is only enhancing what you already have.. which is really sweet.. he’d rather be with me and a mullet then have me feel the need to wear a wig.. but to feel attractive to me I might have to.

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