i don’t think i wanna come on here anymore. it reminds me of you more than anything. it makes me more sad because i know you used to come here to get over

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i don’t think i wanna come on here anymore. it reminds me of you more than anything. it makes me more sad because i know you used to come here to get over me. even if all my hopes are up for us i know they aren’t for u. i miss you so much i just want you to come back. i’ll give it more time please don’t go on from me. i wish you’d just talk to me i wish for once maybe we could reason with each other but it’s always you, youre always in control. i fought for you for seven months and i’ll do it again but i’m having a hard time because i’m hurting trying to take responsibility. i hope you’re happy, i hope you’re doing okay i hope you’re eating a lot and gaining weight, i hope you’re making friends, and i don’t always hope you met someone else but if u did i’m glad because i just wanna see you happy even if it’s not with me. i’m just trying to be that person for you at the moment and wish you’d recognize how hard i’ve been trying for a long time just for you. i think this may be the last time i post on here i think maybe i need to find another website or my notes i don’t know. i don’t wanna let it out anymore i’m just sad and wanna talk to you

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