Uhhh…. duh

Personally, I dont want anyone dead, I blame myself for any of the raining s*** falling on my head at any time for being stupid enough and naive at one time in my life to allow the wrong people into my life to cause all kind of problems. S*** toxic people, but again, I am an adult, it was my fault. I acknowledge that even though it doesnt change the fact that these really are s*** people who I want nothing further to do with. Its been proven.

All I want is for people to stay away from me. Im good, I dont care what anyone does, with who, where, as long as it has nothing to do with me. I’m done, and when I do get that peace for even as little as a week, or two, its the most peacful resoved feeling I could ever have. Its great. I actually “forgive”. I want that permanently. I do not want anything to do with it, in any way, at any time, for any length of time. I dont even care. In my mind its done. Without question, its long over.

People seem to want me involved. I dont even want to so much as see it. I have no interest or drivenin anyone involved AND I know I have onoy myself to blame for having poor judgement of character, even though it really wasnt poor judgement in character, it was more me failing to see the scope of the potential damage toxic people can do to me as a person and my life. I dont care. Im that confident that no matter what, you can’t be me, and you cant truly get what I have amd always will. You are gonna need to accept that.

You have only yourself to blame. And if you are trying to make it seem like you are me and I care, I am disgruntled, angry, want people dead, to start to fire for yourself because drama does it for some women… well you are a desperate loser of an idiot and I hope you get your stupid loser a** handed to you mentally 🙂 f*****. Step up to me and air your grievences, f*****. Ill beat your f***** a** silly. You know that, you are afraid of me, which is why it never happens and never will happen. You are a coward on top of being a desperate stupid loser.