No you loved what I could give you, And you have proved that each and every time.

I’m sorry I couldn’t give you the $300 when you asked for the payday loan I just didn’t have it I was embarrassed to tell you. But you left anyway after you got your tax refund so what did it matter? I felt guilty that’s why I tried to make it up with the stuff I sent, When I did have money again but it was too late. I know you don’t care about me, I know you don’t want to hear from me again… But for me at least, keeping the memory/fantasy alive of someone who once Did give a s***, Sometimes that’s the only thing I have to hang onto that keeps me alive. In the absence of real people at least or human support that isn’t paid .

It is what it is, and you did what you had to do don’t worry about it. Youre no different than anyone else I’ve encountered in my life