The devil was the most beautifull angel. In my opinion, it was because he was the most beautifull angel he became a devil. I feel the same. If I want to progress further with my life I have to stop relying on god and become a demon. Do you hate me for my selfishness? Well this selfeishness of mine is the reason why I look down apon you, and you look up to me, in awe of my POWER. My own power, mine.