I’m scared. I’m scared that I’m a girl who’s vulnerable to men. I’m scared that everyday could be my last. I think it’s anxiety…I don’t know though. Whenever I go out, I take pepper spray or perfume, anything I can use to protect myself. Kidnappings and stabbings are really rare in my area, that doesn’t stop me being f****** terrified. I read how to protect myself, I obsess over it sometimes.