You know what? I HATE YOU Lo Ve… I’m so done with you. I’ve had a crush on you since 6th grade, which got serious since the ending of 9th grade. But blah blah you don’t even care!! Well it’s 9th grade and you have a girlfriend now! Seriously? Her? What did you like in her ahan? Ok that’s ok.. Whatever.. It’s your choice and s***. You cut me out of your life. You stopped talking to me. It’s like I didn’t even exist. Do you have any idea how that felt!!? I can’t believe we were like together the whole time like strangers! Is that all what I am to you? A stranger?Oh oh and you can probably talk to all the girls in this universe but me! I don’t even know why? Why would you do that? And you don’t know me, ok? Because you were too busy gazing at the eyes of your girlfriend.. damn! She got lucky! And when you told my friend to ask what I feel about you well “I hate you! I HATE YOU!!!! I hate that we are not even friends, we don’t even talk, you have no idea of how I feel about you, did you never think about me,NO! and you just kicked me of your life like that?” Look at me so pathetic coming to this site to confess! You want to know the truth, I hate it that I can’t look at those beautiful eyes,or listen to you laughing.. Lucky is that girl who can gaze at your eyes,and be with the wonderful human being that you are. I wish things were different. I think about you.. Yes I do. And yes I see you in my dreams and it hurts, it kills me,’cause I can’t have you! I have cried many times when I missed you and that’s not what I do for many people.. You’re damn special for me, you really are!! I love you. There’s not much more to say because I know you’ll never read this, you’ll never miss me, you don’t even think about me,’cause I’m not special for you, right? I’m crying rn,lol,but what does it have to do with you,huh? I just think it was easy for you to leave me without a goodbye,all these years..And even now that we talk, you don’t know that I still love you. Maybe all I am to you is a bad childhood memory that everyone wants to forget. And you’re getting good at it trust me..maybe , in a few months you’ll forget me,just like that. But I won’t. Funny story, I had a crush on a guy and you know what,I thought that I was cheating on you! Like you were my boyfriend or something!? And you didn’t even think of me once in ALL THESE YEARS! Well,I needed to get that out because yeah.. Whatever. I just.. Nevermind.. Good luck to you! And I didn’t call you on your birthday because I didn’t want a “bad childhood memory” to ruin it!I seriously hoped you’d be happy though…I love you even if it’s one sided. I’m ok. I’ll try to get over you soon. Hell, I thought you’d get jealous, but you won’t..’cause you don’t love me, you never did. It’s all in my head. Ok chalo fir,bye.