I’ve attempted suicide more than once, when I was 15 I took a OD on Aspirin and anti-depressants after a relative tried to r*** me and seen a psychiatrist, and I have been short term hospitalized and assessed once, I keep any hospital bands or apt cards as souvenirs each time with a diary to look back over my improvement or set backs. after I was raped I seen a psychologist at the hospital for several weeks but that did not help much I turned to painkillers again.