And honey, A, if I had you in my life, you can trust me, I am a busy man with work. I don’t even have data on my phone. I’d say work the most important thing in my life, it keeps me occupied and alove and I stay disconnected while I’m there. I go to bed around 12:00 give or take an hr, I sleep (I actually sleep, I am not on this stupid website at 3:00am my time) until 7:00-7:30, I have a few buds, I have my hobbies, even though Im burned out most of the time to do them during the week, I actually fired up my amp and cranked out some riffs on the guitar after work today for 15 minutes. I have a bit of hope in my life to make it a bit, maybe even significantly better in a few ways if I apply a bit of effort. I would not smother the hell out of you. You could come and go and do what you want as you please. I would be there for you if you need it, I would absolutely give you what you need if you need it and it was in my power, and when I say you can come and go, that doesnt mean I would be completely cold to you either, Im up for what you want to do too. I dont drink, not often but Ive never had a problem with it and Im up for getting wasted the odd time. Or doing whatever. I adore you, how could I be cold to you, it just means I wouldnt smother the hell out of you. Ive been that guy before, its one of the many lessons Ive learned in life and believe me, I learn from my mistakes. Im sure you see it in me now, thats not just hot air. You would be a woman I wouldnt want to mess up with. I would hope my lessons are learned and they come together to help me keep you in my life at some capacity IF I had the opportunity.

Not that I would object to you smothering me either if you wanted to. I’m not so bad these days either. I’m a good looking man, better in real life than in places you may have seen me. Im probably also more similar in personality when we knew each other than you know too.