I’m not some master manipulator like you seem to think. Just socially concrete. Anyway after that happened, it hit me afterward that’s probably how you feel/felt about me too all this time . Wow that’s awkward. So uh if so sorry . . Maybe I really do have you on a pedestal. I really did miss, , and genuinely wanted to be your friend though . Maybe I just assumed (hoped?) you felt the same. Dunno
I didn’t really understand until today

I’m going to head to bed now . That whole encounter with satan kinda made me sick

I hope you’re ok still tho .