I don’t think I’d want a friendship like that anyway…someone that has no time for me when their man is around . Maybe it would work if I didn’t care but I’m too attached to them it would bug me. I want someone I can actually talk to things about, not be put on a waiting list for months until they are “off” again . I still miss them tho . But I think I want the kind of friend I can actually talk to, rather then have to let s*** fester . I realize the cycle would just repeat too even if we made nice …because we have different priorities . I want a best friend as much as a relationship . I think she just wants “a friend” to fill the time when they are “off again “. Dunno that’s what it seems like . Well I hope I can still hug her in my dream 🙂
I hope I get to at least hug them in my dream 🙂