I confess that maybe I should not have accepted the free clothes, because obviously there was going to be some kind of catch. I should have known.. I was asked to take pictures, just pictures and now he wants me to become this e-girl youtube fitness guru tiktoking promoter for him to launch his whole line. I’m flattered! but like.. how much of my time do you need? I don’t want to try to back out now but.. this was supposed to be JUST PICTURES. He has TOUCHED ME to massage me to get me ready for the photos. Which is cool, thanks, but like.. I had NO IDEA that you had to be naked for those things. I’m still a little.. shocked X_X to say the least. And it’s all sort of hitting me.. I just wanted the cute clothes and to give a couple of pictures and be on my way with my own projects. Now this is starting to interfere with my own studies. Maybe he’s just being pushy for these first two weeks.. After the shoot maybe it’ll be different.. I’m hesitating a bit because this is not playing out the way I had imagined. I need to explain that to him tonight when he comes over to work out. I just hope I can make myself clear. >.<"