She just moved on with her life like it was nothing and I would literally cry to leave vomited 3° which is it will come in waves and it would be so bad sometimes I would have panic attacks in the middle of Walmart or something league I really loved her she really meant a lot to me and I’ve tried to reach out to her and I never got a response I don’t know what happened I don’t think she’ll ever talk to me again I really dont know myself There is never an ability to fix it or talk about it she just was gone it’s just for the last three months I just missed her so much and suffered so much and I just I wanted so badly to talk to her again and be her friend at the very least to have some kind of closure I don’t know I guess nothing was real