It’s a real pain when you have to deal with EVERYTHING by your own, taking care of the house chores, groceries, family issues, siblings online learning, plus dealing with research thesis. Meanwhile, in the same house, you live with your 22 year old-supposed-to-be-helping-me younger brother, yet he’s nothing like an adult, a TOTAL 24 hours gamer, but never failed to complain about every single thing that I did (he complain that I’m a bad driver, the food that i bought s****, and always nitpicks on all stuff). Never thanked me, never offered to help, always declining all sort of favor I’m asking. I wonder how a human being can be so irresponsible. I’m struggling both emotionally and physically. It’s a torture to be completely been relied on everything while at the same time I’m barely coping to meet with deadlines for my own works. It’s more painful when people who are dear to you won’t even take you seriously when talk to them on this. Seriously, this is killing and torturing me everyday. Sometimes I just hope that I won’t wake up anymore in the morning.

P/s: pardon my English, I’m too burnt out to recheck