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Every time I read a book, watch a movie or a TV show, or even day dream, I get sucked into a whole new world. I experienced stronger emotions there then anywhere else. But when I stop I feel like reality crashes down on my head. I remember who I am, how I feel where I am and everything that I’ve done and it’s disappointing. I consume characters who are unafraid to say who they are. But I am afraid of even writing down in an anonymous note who I am. I am a lesbian. I feel gross. I feel angry. I feel sad. I feel scared. I feel lonely. I feel frustrated. I feel shameful. Shame is a funny thing. I am ashamed of something I can’t control. Something I didn’t chose. Something I couldn’t have possibly caused. Seems silly right? I am afraid to face the world as who I really am. But I am afraid to keep living this lie. Most of all I’m afraid the first fear will win.

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Yes one of my mom’s sisters came down after my dad passed away and she was one of the ones that I didn’t think that I would be having s** with her because she was one of the older sisters and that you know I thought they you know went to church every Sunday and which they did and her husband was kind of a really strict man and for me and her to have s** was quite different I just never really looked at her that way and some of my mom’s sisters I did book at them that way and especially when me and my mom started playing around but her name was Donna and when Donna came in my room that day and she was dressed real s*** and see through stuff and I could see her t*** and I could tell she had a really nice Bush and I told her to shut the door and lock it so nobody would bother us and I had her come over in front of me and told her to sit down on the bed and that’s when I started kissing her and when the bats off from me and I said what’s wrong and she says well I’m just kind of nervous about all of this and I said me too and I said you know I never thought of you know me and you having s** together and you know with your hubby Charles that’s what’s his name and then she proceeded to tell me that she caught him and their daughter having s** and I said really if she said yeah and I said what did you think about that and she says well my daughter was giving him a b****** and that’s when I walked in on him and he is just that done getting off in her mouth and I’m pretty sure that they were about to have you know i********** right after that I said oh okay so that’s when I start proceeding kiss her again and she kind of really started getting into it and I took off the rest of her clothes and she has really nice t*** and a little very big big n****** and got to start sucking on her and I asked. Are these sensitive Things She Said Yes or t*** are very sensitive and then I kind of push my way in between her legs and she spread her legs for me and it’s 30 finger on her as we were kissing and then s*** on her n****** and and I started finger when you’re really good with two fingers and I start playing with your foot I’m done I was hard as a rock and done I went right inside of her when she was just sitting here in front of me I told him once just lay back and spread your legs his wife as you can for me so she did sleep back and I just started putting my c*** as far and as I could and she started moaning and and growing and stuff and she was really tight and she started listening out and getting really wet and all of a sudden you can tell that she was getting off and I said how’s that feeling oh my God I’m coming and so I kept f****** you and I pull out a very nice play with your play a little bit so and I wouldn’t be oversensitive and so I’m going to put my c*** back inside of her and I grabbed a hold of her legs and I lifted her up and then I pulled out of her and then I put my d*** right up to her b******* and I said do you mind if my b*** hit you and she says I’m never done that before and I said well I’ll be real gentle with you and she said okay so I slowly just started penetrating her a** I got my c*** all the way up inside of her and I just sat there but it ain’t going to start going in and out of her real slow just getting her used to my c*** in your a** convenience started pounding it and she really was like a nap that’s when I started coming inside of her and she says are you coming inside my a** and I said yes I am and boy was I ever coming I mean she was so feet tight in her a** she made me come and come again and I said want to read you something you know made you for a little bit and I’ll get the aroused again and and we can go back and start doing it all over again and she says well I need to get up and help your mother and I say no you don’t just made here so she laid here we just talked for a little bit and I asked you about you know first her son he was Kenny and that’s who I hung out with me she said that at one time that she was after she caught her husband and her daughter having s** and she knew that they would you know going back and forth and doing it and hiding it and all that kind of stuff and so she said one day that Kenny was there and it was just them too and she approached him and told him to take her clothes and and she took out her and they got in bed and she said that the he tried to penetrate her and he just was too scared to do anything with him and so I said well then am I your first man besides you know your husband and shows yes and she says I’m enjoying this very much I said me too and that’s when I rolled back over and I got right on top of her and I started pumping her full of my c** and they’re sucking on her n****** and they get real sensitive and so I just kept sucking on it and milk started coming out because oh my God and I said don’t worry about that that’s what I was been after all this time and this is really and I said yeah I said I love the milk from a woman and she goes okay so I kept sucking on both of her n****** and milk was coming out and she says is that normal and I said yes it is I said I can’t wait to s*** on you all the time because I’m going to enjoy this so me and her and started really having s** every single day and for hours sometimes hours and I was teaching her and how to get me a really good b****** and and she was doing just exactly right there in one curfew and she sucked me off and I told her you need to swallow all of it so she started swallowing all of my c** and then no we started sleeping together in my bedroom yeah she would sleep with me I wake up in the morning early and I spread her legs and I put myself inside of her and that’s how I was waking her up and I just be f****** her and she was loving that he just love the hell out of that and then I finally better to get on top of me but she crying me she was getting off she was seeing it and you can see it in her face that she was just coming and coming you got so wet and then the one day and we were laying here I just got done f****** her and I put my two fingers inside of her and I started really pumping fast and she started to squirt I had her squirting all over the place and she said I couldn’t control it and I said that’s the reason why I was doing it like I was doing it so you didn’t have control because oh okay so and she was getting off she loved it and then I suffering we made out for about an hour she just read the way I kissed her and then I started back in her again and she said she’s really enjoying being with me and teaching her how to be with another man besides Charles cuz he was a a****** but anyways she stayed with this food went 3 months and with my mom and then I have burned my mom both at the same time I go into their room but they were sleeping and I start f****** Donna first and then I go over to my mom and start f****** her and then I go back to Donna and just back and forth between the two of them and they were really enjoying that when she goes back just tell Charles yeah I found a man that really you know knows how to take care of the woman and I had s** with him everyday and she says yeah I’m going to tell him that too because I know I haven’t our daughters still having s** together and I said well if you ever want to come out here you’re welcome too and it’s just I’m going to under save no p****** and fly on out here and me and you can have great s** together and I said you bet you I said you’re one of the best has the whole family and actually I’m really enjoying screaming you and making love to you she says making love to me and I said yes I said there’s a lot of times that when we were when I was inside of you I felt like I was making love to you she feels really I go yes because I felt that way too and it’s a great so she started coming out very often until my mom passed away completely and I haven’t seen her since but I wish you would come out here cuz I really do enjoy my aunt’s p**** and her a** and how she was sucking on me and making out with her and everything else so but that’s what happened with Donna Donna was just really a great f*** and she learned a lot while she was here about me and herself really and I really enjoy coming inside of her she really enjoyed that too

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