Email is fine, it’s just the same way you got to MoveOn I would like to as well. I want a best friend again, but I’m not even open to it because it’s like in my heart that spot belongs to you. It’s like I’ve completely shut myself down to the possibility. I miss you so much. But obviously if that’s not mutual it is what it is right. It must be if it’s this hard to talk to you. Please would you consider even like exchanging an email or two . Something private . I don’t know it’s almost like I need closure that it’s really over but I also want to apologize and let you know how much I really did care about and love you. I know you’ve already moved on but I’m trying too also I guess. I’ll give you some space to think about it, but it would really be appreciated. Plus it probably would eliminate the urge to be on here. It’s a win-win for everybody. I guess I could pay you. I know you had asked me for that payday loan before you disappeared. I don’t know if that’s why you disappeared because of the time I couldn’t but I could give it now. I guess I don’t mind because technically it’s a favor I’m asking from you you’re fine. I don’t know I feel guilty I’m taking your time. I really do miss you but it seems pointless to hang on to someone who absolutely does not feel the same way back. I just truly really cared about you. I’m really glad that you found somebody else though. At the end of the day I want you to be happy .
Do you consider even just to exchange an email? It would be nice to feel like things are resolved even if it didn’t turn out the way I wanted