I have never stopped loving you even when you piss me off. I love you to death and I miss you so much. I know you’re probably busy with a relationship again and new friends. I don’t want to get in the way. I guess I keep asking if I could call you and we could have closure, because when I think of a best friend , I still think of you . When something good or bad happens to me you’re the first person I want to tell. I think about you every day and wonder if you have eaten or if your health is ok .
Times when I feel lonely you’re the person I cry for.… And no matter what I do that doesn’t seem to change. I don’t even want a new best friend, it’s almost like that’s your place. I want to be your friend so much. And unfortunately I have feelings for you too so that makes everything that much worse…Maybe getting talk and having that closure will help me move on to . I don’t wanna get in the way for you either and I don’t want to be here. I will still be available if you ever need anything I don’t want you to worry about that you know I will always help you if I can. Closure doesn’t mean that if you needed something I wouldn’t be there to help I will. Thought it would just help me to go away for a while I guess until you need something. I’m just stuck