Please send me strength to get through the loneliness . That means more then you’ll ever know .

I am sorry for sending the package and reaching out these past few months to check on you . I will honor your wishes to never speak or hang out again . But I can’t stop my heart from missing or caring about you . Sorry for that also . I don’t expect it back . I pray it stops one day too . I’m glad you are happy and well . I promise not to reach out again even if I’m worried or see suffering . I hope that helps dunno .