I’m a 30-year old virgin who can’t flirt with women propably because of my injured spine which makes me unable to connect with them. Many times I’ve been smiling to some women and then went to m********* unable to make any contact because I get “panic attacks” when women try to get emotionally close to me(that never happens anymore). This life’s boring and painful, only s***** contact is my hands with no chance of getting laid. I don’t know what helps me getting control of my emotions, I’ve been doing yoga and meditation for about 10 years and it doesn’t help. Maybe I need a spine surgery or something. Every girl is just afraid of me like I had ebola or something. Guess I die as a virgin..