F*** you no I won’t stop. The more you f****** tell me to stop the more I’m just gonna keep going. I have no outlet I don’t have anybody I can f****** call. I spent the past week pretty much by myself I don’t have a goddamn family I can call I don’t have people in my life that give a f*** that I’m needing someone I’m not allowed to have any emotions. Nobody wants to hear about this anymore I’m sorry it’s still hurts. I thought I had a friend I thought I f****** had somebody that actually gave a damn. I miss the feeling of somebody actually caring about me even if it wasn’t real. F*** you I’m tired of people telling me to shut up I will not shut up. I have every right to my feelings it’s a public f****** forum . You go somewhere else.