You are the most beautiful thing I ever saw too. I so wanted to be your best friend or your friend. I still do. You have no idea I would jump on a plane right now just to be able to give you a hug and spend time with you. You’re exactly the type of person I just want to drag on adventures. I don’t think I could platonically love another human being so much. You have no idea how much I just want to love you back to health. It pains me that you’re struggling I just want to take care of you I want to hold you in my arms I just tell you it’s OK I want you to know you’re loved. You can’t stand me but yet I feel like you need my love how twisted is that? lol There is no one on this earth I would rather spend time with and no phone call I would rather get. You may think you’re nothing but you’re perfect, beautiful and amazing to me. Simply the best. I wish you knew how much I loved you what a comforting presence you are in my life. You make me feel like I’m less alone… You don’t get it nobody really wants me either I don’t belong. I can’t be myself. I just love that you’re a complete freak too, And I mean that in the nicest way LOL you’re just the kind of person I feel like we could just go off and find trouble together. I miss you. I wish we could talk again I would truly love to hear from you . I know you are busy though Check your messenger OK. I want you to get dinner

You have no idea how much I wish I could call you again or text good morning LOL oh well