I just wish I had a friend to call sometimes . I don’t want to talk about my feelings I’m sick of therapy just wish I had someone to call just to talk to about normal things but I’m so isolated I forget I don’t even feel human sometimes . I guess there’s a comfort in somebody that already knows you, verses Somebody brand new where you’re starting from scratch again or have to be fake or on your best behavior. That gets really tiring I haven’t really been close to anyone since you maybe that’s why I always think of you by default I don’t know . Doesn’t everybody just wanna be loved for who they are? Like somebody that knows I’m a freak and loves me anyway?

There’s a Part of me that wants to keep trying to call and talk to you. I miss you .