Truth be told I know it probably took a lot for you to even try to call me back if it was intentional. It’s just very hard to know I screwed something up again so badly. I’m sorry that I hurt you that way . I don’t mean to get scared and run I’m sure you don’t either that’s why I sent the package because I was afraid to call you. I knew you needed me though and we’re struggling. I don’t wanna push you away please don’t push me away I really do miss you I’m sorry that I don’t have great coping skills either. You have no idea how happy it made me hearing that you called back… It’s like you finally get what you want and then you freak out. Lol .