But I know the friendship wasn’t real you were playing a character. But it was so real to me pretty please would be OK just can you handle one phone call just to make peace with this. I want to chance of having a best friend again I want to be attached to someone. Maybe that person isn’t you but I want to be open to that. Somebody who wants my call who wants to go on adventures who wants to hear for me and I can’t because I’m stuck spinning for somebody that doesn’t even want to hear my voice . I’m nothing to you but maybe I can be something to someone I’m lonely can you can understand that right? Just because you don’t want me maybe somebody else will I love you I wish you did please can I just say goodbye to you