I miss my friend. I guess I post here, there and everywhere precisely because I can’t call her. There is no one to vent to about it. Even my therapist is telling me just to shut up. Just call her man, apologize and shut up. But she doesnt want to hear from me. I tried with a couple texts. If iI didn’t vent online I would have tried already.

You think i’d feel better if I tried, got either ignored or my a** handed to me ? Maybe at least then I could let it go. They aren’t going to talk to me again. They don’t want to be my friend, obviously there is no closure.
Im trying to make new friends its not the same.

SHe also doesnt forgive me for getting angry but honestly she was so cruel leading up to it. It was wrong to snap like that but I was pushed. She said no dice no forgiveness. Why is ok what she did though but Im an unforgivable devil?