I feel like I fucked up and self sabotage again. Not on purpose I just spend so much time by myself I’ve had so many bad experiences that even when somebody gives me a chance I freak out and don’t know what to do with it. I think I fucked up again. I’m sorry I really do miss you though

LDo you ever just get lonely and wish you could just pick up the phone and call someone sometimes. Covid has made everything so much harder