lately, i’ve been going back in the closet. I want to marry a man and I have a feeling I’ll end up with a man, Intuition hard to explain. Then I get criticized for being “a fake bi” no I still am attracted to women, but ijust have a preference, I can’t help it but I don’t want my kids to be made in a lab, does that make sense? so i’ve just not bothered telling people im bi any more. I wish people understood the pain in my chest right now. Some people don’t belive we exist, we f****** do.
I can’t tell my homophobic, racist, ignorant mother my sistuation, I am thankful to have a supporting dad.